Noise

The constant ringing in my ears.

The voices over and over. 

Tap. 

Recalling my dreams.

But also my nightmares.

The sounds of the song in my head.

Friends calling names.

Boyfriends voice in the distance.

Going over my notes.

Tap. 

The echos of screaming.

The whisper of the metal.

Tap. Tap. Tap. Repeat.

Fears circling me.

Heartbeat always pumping.

Bang!

The crash of my head.

Of course this is all just inside my head.

All you hear is silence. 

I hear a thousand sounds of depression.

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